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New Year...But still the same love...

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Happy New Year everyone....
today is 2nd day in 2010, and i want to change everythings..
ngahahah...

hm....i dont know who else i could tell the story...
i just want to write what i feel right now....
i know, the guy i admire secretly does not read my blog..so i can say anything about him..hehehe

before this, i have wrote a story about him...
last night...1st jannuary 2010...
i just discuss with him about how to forget someone....
actually...i want to forget him...i don't want to love him anymore...because it is so hard 4 me...
hm....it is really clearly that he do not know that i have feeling towards to him...huagh....
it is so complicated....

he told me some "not realistic" tips to forget someone...
but i thought maybe i could use it...hehehehe
hm....i ask him one question...
if that guy is him, what would he say....
ahhahahahha...
i got that answer.....he does not answering me..but i know...
he will say no to me....
huagh........someone plz help me to forget him.........

i really don't know what to do....
i am his secretary...must have deal with him everyday... everyweek..
how could i forget him??
i just pretend i don't care about him..but actually inside myself...
i really care about him...
i just want to write this because i want to make my feeling to him become less...
orang kata makin banyak kita cerita, makin tak feel citer tu..jadi inilah tindakan ku...huagh....